I'm tired of coherence, I want to swim in N̶̡̖̦̪̭͙̹̿̊̀̃ ̷̧͇̳͎́̓̅͜ͅO̷̰͈̫̙̠̪̤̬͎̒̀͒̀̓̎̓̂͊͊̉̽͝ ̸̡̡͔̻͎̻͖͈̞̟̞͈͑̈́̓̄̋͐̓̓͜N̵̢̳͖͇̗̻͙̹̟͊͊́̿̐̓͘ͅ ̵̨̨̣̬̖̮̟̗̐͗̈́̚͜ͅS̵̢̺͕̜̩̤̟̘̖̭̟̜͑̂͐̈̊̋̌̈́̏͒͆̀̉͠ ̷̧̨͓̝͔͓͔̮̻̫̀̀͗̈̄̚͠È̶̛̞̲̤̭̱̙̣̱̊̚ ̶̨̼̞͉̹̖̥̱̼̫͔̓́́̏͘͘͜͝͝Ṋ̴̢͈͈̬̩̣̫̰̲̝̏͋͋ ̷̢̨̧̺͔͍̮̻̥̺̘̙͚̗̠̥̥̎͆̏̆̓̀͒̇̕͝S̸̡̢̢̛͇̭͍̬̜̊̋̇̽̐͌͑̑̓̑̉̔́́̚͝ ̸̠͈͖͍̘̘͍̗̟̤̼̖͚͂̽͘E̷̡̬̱̯̜͎̱̎̄͊̾͆͘
I sometimes want to fill my brain with things whose meaning cannot be expressed through human language
The deepest part of my mind is SCREAMING. SCREAMING SCREAMING SCREAMING SCREAMING.